Monday, December 27, 2010

Confession Part two

My dear,
Like a soft wind blown chilling upon my skin,
Thats the look of your eyes,
Like a thunderstorm hit my heart,
Thats how I felt when I falling in love with you.
Ladies heart is like a deep sea,
No one has reached to the bottom,
No one has ever reached to the shore,
Your love is what I have been searching,
Slowly waiting for your love has killed me with every single hope of love,
You came into my life,
Making me sick in Love,
But you left without the medicine or the cure,
After that, I just only realized,
Why the God refuses to stay on earth?
If He do so, He will be wandering around with a long beard,
Thats the power of a Love

Love Confession

Oh dear,
The morning glory shy to bloom in the morning,
cause you are sweeter than her,
Even the sun fear to shine,
Cause ur smile is much more brighter than the sun,
Even the moon afraid to come out at night,
Cause ur smiling face are more beautiful than the moon,
If I had the will,
I will gather all the oxygen to the Moon,
So that you can live there,
If I had the strength,
I will pull down the cloud and make u a bed of it,
If I had the power,
I will collect all the mist and make it into a blanket for you,
Just if I had your love <3

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

As I look into your eyes,

I realised that my life worth 1000 stars,

You gave me a reason to be alive,

For all the words I say may fail to capture you,

But that came from the bottom of my heart,

in my heart i built a palace for u on the moon

a bed and pillow that made from the clouds,

and a blanket from mist for you,

Yet I m not such a perfect person,

As many things I wish I could do for you

I just want to u know,

that I found a reason to change what i used to be,

and the reason is u..

I was the like a fish in the ocean

crossing the ocean to the south to look for you

today i may laugh happily, tomorrow i may drop tears for u

And now since u are apart, what will my heart can do besides grieving in pain and desperate knowing u r going far from me..

will u forgive me for burying u alive in my heart?
I didnt know

Who you were,

Where you are from,

What are you doing,

All of this doesnt matter,

But my heart was stolen right at the moment the first time I saw you,

I closed my eyes,

Worried the past will haunt me,

I went out to seek my stolen heart,

Little did I know about then,

From little to large,

I finally realised,

Why cant this miracle is really happening to me?

Determined to let the heart being stolen,

trying to be the theft the steal your heart,

the journey of my life started a new chapter,

Realising it difficult and hard,

I never want to give it up,

But when it says the guy wasnt me,

Like a mirror being thrown at stone,

The wave in heart stops for a moment,

The world around me stops moving,

The blossoming flower in my heart u is now dying..

Every single second I felt like the life is being pulling away from my body,

U have rooted up well in every single cell of body and heart,

Every single cell in my body are in love with you,

But I should have realised, a crow should never fall in love with a peacock,

Cause its something impossible to happen from the very beginning...

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

She flutters me with her look,
She struck me like lightning,
She made me have mix feelings on the name of love.
Is this what they called love?
Every minute became year when she is far beyond my sight
but every year became a minute when she is right beside me.
Since the moment I saw her, my sight have been locked on her,
Every single second I looking at her, she slips thru my vein and
made my each cell chanting her name.
Her face stuck in my memory stubbornly rooting in my brain.
This made me fall in love with her every single second,
As the time passes, the feelings grew stronger without doubt,
However I started to feel insecure,
will this hurt me again?
Will this make me lose self confidence again?
will the trauma continues hurt me?
Will failure in love is the only options for me?
I have been hurt a number of time,
Can my heart bear another single blow??
All this questions continues haunted me but
I just blow off everything away,
because just like butterfly flew out my heart,
the love i had for her cant be contained in my little heart anymore...
Not only that, i wasnt afraid of the pain anymore, as I just wanna her to feel my love,
the love that is unconditional given,
if i request her love back, it no longer called love but thats business..
there will be so many ways to say I love you but
there would not be one also I wont never use it...
in the hope to drown u into my love...

Shape of my Heart

 Was it lov or crush?
The way u are looking at me
   I'll die lukin into your eyes
        even u lied 2 me
      my soul lives 4ever!
  as it swirl my heart away
m i nuts or I have fallen in love with you?