Blossoming Flower~

Life, 
the moment when a flower blooms, no one seen the moment of it...
even if the flower withers, the value of a flower does not break down and leaves.

Time, 
Till yesterday, the time was too slow as it would not pass...
But the time when I beside u, was not sufficient as it was too fast..

Today,
I couldnt say anything, and for some reason I started not to feel anything..
As this was something really strange and powerful happening to me..
Night was not able break into dawn, even if it broke, the day have no end...

Words,
It wasnt sufficient as long as I live.. hope my eyes would do all the talking..
Yesterday was not sufficient as well as tomorrow would not be sufficient, 
but this moment was sufficient enough for me.. 

Without roots, without seeds, without rains being sprinkled from the sky..
Yet the flowers in the garden is blooming..
Without sword,without struggle, without painful war, yet the love is conquering me...

Will the love fill the hear, or the hesitance stood there and stops my love? 
To seek for the answer, where I do need to seek it? But if u get it, u must tell it to me as well.

Never vacant....

been almost a year, 
I heard ur heart cries, 
I came every night,
but u locked urself up in the room,
I look into ur eyes and saw a tide,
wanna to turn the tide away, 
but u were hurt to let me in ur heart, 

even when ur heart cries for love,
u just act like there is no room,
all i saw was a sign of "dont disturb"
there was no room for me
n u closed the door, turn the key on everything we could be...

Then, u came back, 
giving me hopes, 
giving me chances, 
letting me to be a small part of ur life,
i tot u are not afraid that u will get another cancellation,
i wished to make a permanent reservation n stay in ur heart... 

but i failed to understand,
when i talked to u on phone,
u seems to understand everything,
when we meet up, u gave me the smile to ensure me everything is fine,

n one day u returned saying u dont feel anything
it just wasnt love... 
then what was that smile?
what was that look? 
what was that feeling that u care about me?
why u denying everything happened between us... 

been one year since that day,
n u came back with another man 
another man by ur side,
i pretended nothing,
but it was devastating... 

what could go wrong with me,
u never let me know till today,
what was in ur heart..
but today i knew
there was never a room for me... 

i was just guest in ur life,
a room that being shared by everyone
whom happened to be passing by in ur life...

Despite I could say I moved on,
tears still rolling,
but i braced it with a smile upon my face..