Forever

I really dont know what is love
I didnt know it will come to me like this
my heart doesnt act like it wants to in front on my love
If i knew i was going to be like this
i wouldnt have started in the first place
like a fool, i m regretting this love
i wished that you wouldnt be my love
i wished that it wouldnt be you
you deceited me, telling me that its not love
i hoped it would by a passing by fate
because painful wounds will be left on me
but even when i know this, i am still greedy
it keeps getting me sad n hurt
i thought that it was a wrong start
i thought it will be easy
i believed that i could always call you
what should i do?
where did it go wrong?
i need to avoid this love
but i yearn for everything about you

now if its not you, there is no meaning to anything
i cant contain myself anymore
the fact that i have to erase you...
once again today, i found that it even harder to do so..